10-05-2017, 02:27 AM
Hey guys,
Sorry to barge in after a long time of being inactive. I'll keep it short and sweet. Why? Shortest answer that is possible is: life. Many say that your high days are in high school, as a teen. To be honest, I do not know how I will look back at high school in the future.
Anyways, I have been under some depression. This was because one of my close friends was depressed and I freaked out and turned her in. Then she got standoffish and mad at me and I felt really bad since. Then family issues and ect. and ect.
When I got back to school, I had the brilliant idea of taking 3 advanced classes (AP US History, Pre-Calculus, and Advanced American Lit.). Oh, I am also 1st Oboe now in the upper band in my school, so I have been practicing more. Now my masterpiece of a year is becoming a regret. But hey, gotta be able to handle this if I want to go abroad is my mindset.
So why I have not said anything? Because, the more I thought about how long I was gone, the more bad I felt and it was a paradox.
Anyways, I am not sure what I'll do. I already said before that I was returning but that did not last long. Just beats me on the decision-making department....
But nice to be back here, how ever long that will be!
Sorry to barge in after a long time of being inactive. I'll keep it short and sweet. Why? Shortest answer that is possible is: life. Many say that your high days are in high school, as a teen. To be honest, I do not know how I will look back at high school in the future.
Anyways, I have been under some depression. This was because one of my close friends was depressed and I freaked out and turned her in. Then she got standoffish and mad at me and I felt really bad since. Then family issues and ect. and ect.
When I got back to school, I had the brilliant idea of taking 3 advanced classes (AP US History, Pre-Calculus, and Advanced American Lit.). Oh, I am also 1st Oboe now in the upper band in my school, so I have been practicing more. Now my masterpiece of a year is becoming a regret. But hey, gotta be able to handle this if I want to go abroad is my mindset.
So why I have not said anything? Because, the more I thought about how long I was gone, the more bad I felt and it was a paradox.
Anyways, I am not sure what I'll do. I already said before that I was returning but that did not last long. Just beats me on the decision-making department....
But nice to be back here, how ever long that will be!